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Monday, November 2
“I think we’re being followed.”
Hannah Dain adjusted her rearview
mirror, trying to get a better view of the driver in
the white SUV. Looking for a license plate would be
pointless—Arizona didn’t require them in the front.
“Of course we are,” Shelby said.
“This is the only road around the lake.”
“I mean the car behind us. I
saw it when we stopped for gas.”
Her sister glanced over her
shoulder, then rolled her eyes. “At the one station
this side of town. Do you know how many SUVs there are
in this state, especially white ones? Stop being paranoid.”
Shelby consulted the map print-out on her lap. “Anyway,
we’re almost at the fry bread stand.”
“If you say so.”
They hadn’t seen a road sign
for at least twenty minutes, not even a mile marker.
In this part of the desert, land took a long time to
change. If you didn’t know where you were going, you
didn’t belong out here, Hannah thought.
The grill of the white SUV filled
the side-view mirror, shining through the words stenciled
in the glass: Caution: objects in this mirror may
be closer than they appear.
No kidding, Hannah said to herself.
If the hulking vehicle were any nearer, she’d be able
to see the bugs splatted on its chromed front. She pressed
down on the Subaru’s accelerator, pushing the needle
on the speedometer from fifty to fifty-nine. Landscape
rushed by in a blur of desert colors—sagebrush green,
red rock, yellow sand. The SUV grew smaller in the mirror
until it looked like a toy car.
Shelby grabbed the door handle.
“Hey! Slow down! These curves are making me sick.”
Hannah eased up on the gas.
The tortuous road was called El Espinazo del Diablo—the
Devil’s Backbone—and ran along an arête, with canyons
nearing a hundred feet deep dropping off to either side.
The canyon to the south was filled with volcanic rock
dotted with cacti, the one to the north with water.
The latter was dubbed Lake Lagunita, one of those bilingually
redundant names like Table Mesa and Calle
Road that Hannah found so annoying.
They came up on another vehicle.
Hannah checked for oncoming cars, then steered around
a pickup with a sheep in its bed. Unlike the four-lane
parkway that carried casino patrons to the west side
of the rez—the Tohono O’odham Indian Community—the road
to the south entrance was single lane, and cars came
at one other at great speed. Most of the traffic was
tribe members, and alcohol-fueled crashes were frequent.
“So tell me more about your
case,” Hannah said.
All Shelby had said during last
night’s phone call was that she was co-counsel in a
toxic tort case involving radiation contamination, and
needed to video the old mines that had been used as
dump sites. The mines were on the rez, reachable only
by a barely-maintained axle-busting dirt track—impassable
via Shelby’s red sports convertible, but no barrier
to Hannah’s trusty Subaru wagon. As Shelby had never
learned to work a stick shift, Hannah would have to
drive, too.
They were heading for the eastern
shore of Lake Lagunita, directly opposite the area where
Hannah paddled most mornings before work. She had taken
up kayaking as physical therapy for her twice-injured
shoulder. The manmade lake straddled the boundary between
Pinnacle Peak and the rez, and non-tribe members were
restricted to the town-owned side, near the casino.
Her hard-plastic boat strapped
to the roof, Hannah had met her sister at the boathouse
that morning. Now they were on the south side of the
lake, halfway to their destination.
“I don’t know all that much.
Daddy just told me about it,” Shelby said.
Richard Dain was on leave from
the firm, serving as a special prosecutor in a federal
case back East. Dain & Daughters employed only four
attorneys. With Olivia Parrish still on sabbatical in
Africa and Hannah specializing in business law, Richard’s
pending cases had become Shelby’s responsibility.
“Where did the radiation come from?”
“In the 1950s the tribe let
the Department of Defense test some top-secret project
on the rez,” Shelby said. “Probably an atomic bomb,
but no one will say for sure. Whatever it was, leftover
uranium ended up being dumped into old mine shafts,
and poisoned the groundwater. We represent the tribe
members who lived next to the dump sites and drank the
water. Lead counsel is Franklin Rowley. He and Daddy
went to law school together.”
“Toxic waste? Mass tort? Wow.
Sounds like one of Elizabeth’s trials.”
Hannah regretted the words as
soon as they were out of her mouth. Their mother wasn’t
an easy topic between the two sisters, and recent discoveries
had made things even more complicated for Hannah. She
had yet to tell Shelby about Elizabeth’s affair—the
one that had produced Hannah—or about her newly-discovered
half-sister, Anuya.
And Hannah planned to keep the
secret for a while. Never close in the past, she and
Shelby were finally intersecting, with a wobbly “not-quite-friendship”
the result. In fact, since Hannah had rejoined the firm
last month, Shelby had been almost nice to her younger
sibling. Hannah didn’t want her recent discoveries to
jeopardize their fledgling relationship.
Besides, given how rocky things
had been with Shelby, Hannah wasn’t all that sure how
she felt about having another sister. She and Anuya
had exchanged several emails, and Hannah was content
to leave it at that for now.
Shelby’s voice broke into her
thoughts. “Do you think she would have been a good mother?”
Hannah blinked. Elizabeth Dain
had died within days of giving birth to Hannah, twenty-eight
years ago. “I . . . I don’t know,” she said.
“Everyone says she loved her
work. And Daddy, too.”
Hannah winced, then hoped Shelby
hadn’t noticed.
“But no one ever talks about
her as a parent,” her sister continued.
Was Shelby trying to tell
her she knew about the affair? About Anuya? Hannah
fixed her eyes on the line where the pavement disappeared
into the horizon. “You were only two when she died,
Shelby. She didn’t have a lot of time to be a mom.”
Hannah steered the Subaru around
a pothole and the conversation back to a safer topic.
“Isn’t the government going
to say the radiation came from uranium that was already
in the ground? How are you going to prove the contamination
is the DOD’s fault?” Hannah knew most of the radioactive
ore used during the nuclear era came from mines in the
Southwest. The tribe’s water supply could have been
polluted through natural causes.
“We don’t have to. The government
admitted liability, supposedly because of national security,
though what can be so important fifty years later is
beyond me. Franklin thinks it’s because private contractors—who
are also big political contributors—want to start mining
on the rez again.”
“For more uranium? I thought
we won the arms race,” Hannah said.
“This is about fuel for nuclear
power plants. China and India are building reactors
like crazy, and our government is pushing nuclear energy
as an alternative to oil.”
“So what will the victims get?”
“Anyone who can prove damages
is entitled to reparations. Apparently, the side effects
of radiation poisoning are pretty ghastly—nerve damage,
paralysis, blindness. Franklin thinks video of the mines
and the plaintiffs’ houses will make the jury more sympathetic.
He wants to remind them of how things were on the rez
before the casino.”
Housing, schools, hospitals—Hannah
knew they had all been made possible by the ka-ching!
of slot machines and the clatter of chips on poker tables.
Only after her temporary job with the tribe had she
seen the dark side of such wealth.
A tote bag decorated with a
designer’s logo was at Shelby’s feet. She took an atomizer
from an outside pocket and spritzed both sides of her
neck, something French and flowery.
Hannah wrinkled her nose. “Is
that perfume?”
“Of course. I would never use
eau de toilette. Want some?”
“No!” Hannah lowered the window
halfway. “You’re stinking up the car.”
“And that would be a bad thing?”
With an expression of distaste,
Shelby picked up a half-empty Gatorade bottle from the
passenger-side footwell and set it in the cup holder.
She glanced around the car’s interior, taking in the
paddling suit draped over the back seat, Post-its bearing
scribbled training times stuck to the glove box, the
partially-eaten PowerBar protruding from the dashboard
cubby next to an iPod with its headphone wires in a
tangle. “You look ready for your Modern Squalor magazine
photo shoot.”
Hannah grinned. “I like my spaces
to have a lived-in feeling.”
Shelby snorted. “Don’t you mean
homeless?”
“This car is a temple to athletic
endeavor.”
“Not a religion I’d belong to.”
Shelby reached into the tote bag again, this time taking
out a camcorder. She touched a button on the silver
case and a lens emerged.
“Cool. Is that yours?” Hannah
asked.
Shelby squinted through the
viewfinder. “Jake’s.” The corners of her mouth curved
upward. “Works indoors, even with the curtains drawn.”
Hannah held up a hand in mock
disgust. “I so didn’t want to know that.”
Jake Lyman was an EMT and volunteer
firefighter whom Shelby had met while she was in rehab.
Jake had been inspecting the premises for fire-code
compliance. Even in sweats and no make-up, Hannah’s
sister was a head-turner.
What had surprised Hannah was
that Shelby had given Jake a second look. From blue-collar
stock, he wasn’t her sister’s usual date material. And
Hannah had been dubious about a relationship that began
while her sister was supposed to be climbing the twelve
steps. But the romance had taken hold, and was still
going strong after two months, a long time in Shelby-years.
Hannah was fine with it—she liked Jake. Maybe the new
boyfriend, not the stint in rehab, was the reason for
her sister’s change in attitude toward her?
Romance was not on Hannah’s
agenda, at least not soon. She had broken up with Cooper
Smith—for the second time—at the conclusion of the tumultuous
events surrounding her brief career as a contract lawyer
for the Tohono O’odham tribe six weeks ago. Too many
pending family issues left her no time for someone else,
she had told herself.
The road curved along the shoreline,
and Hannah glanced at the lake. The water was green,
the same shade as Cooper’s eyes. She remembered what
it felt like to lose herself in their depths and tightened
her grip on the steering wheel.
“So are you and Jake going to
move in together?”
“Why would you ask that?” Shelby’s
tone was sharp.
Hannah glanced at her sister,
surprised. “Because he spends nearly every night at
your place. That is, when you’re not at his. Or is the
reason you’re wearing that gray suit two days in a row
just because you like it so much?”
“Not that it’s any of your business—”
Shelby’s eyes widened. “Look out!”
Hannah yanked her attention
back to the road. Two mountain bikers peddled side-by-side,
straddling the shoulder line. She jerked the wheel and
the Subaru swung wide, narrowly missing the inside cyclist.
In the rearview mirror she saw one of them raise his
hand. But instead of the expected finger, he gave her
a friendly wave. Eyes still on the mirror, Hannah noticed
the white SUV had gained ground again. She watched it
swerve around the cyclists, then shifted her attention
back to the road ahead.
Shelby pressed a hand against
her stomach. “I’m not feeling so great. Do you have
any water?”
“No, but you can have the rest
of that Gatorade.”
Shelby looked at the lime-colored
contents of the bottle and shuddered. “Now I am going
to be sick.” She peered through the bug-dotted windshield.
“There’s the fry bread stand. Pull in. They’ll have
something”—she forced a swallow—“not so fluorescent.”
Hannah steered the Subaru across
the opposite lane and onto a swathe of gravel. The car
crunched to a stop, and Shelby threw open the door and
dashed for the portable toilet next to the makeshift
stall. A quarter mile ahead was the south entrance to
the rez, where only tribe members and permit holders
were allowed to enter.
Hannah got out of the car more
slowly. She pressed her hands into the small of her
back and stretched, watching the white SUV approach.
Its speed slackened, and for a moment Hannah thought
it was going to turn in. But then the car sped up again,
and it roared by the turnout. As it passed, Hannah saw
that the blond woman behind the wheel was talking on
a cell phone.
No wonder she was tailgating.
Hannah headed toward the fry bread stand, conceding
that Shelby was right about the driver of the SUV. The
events of the past summer and fall notwithstanding,
there were enough bad people in the world without her
having to invent them.
The fry bread stand—a latillo
roof supported by four posts—leaned to one side, looking
as though one more puff of wind would push it over.
Two wooden tables with mismatched chairs were arranged
in front of a flour-dusted counter. Sitting in one of
the chairs was a small woman with skin the color of
reddish earth. Broad-shouldered and wide-hipped, she
was shaped like the jar of flour next to the griddle.
A sign tacked to one of the posts said NEVER TOO HOT,
NEVER TOO COLD. In smaller writing were the words in
winter after HOT and in summer after COLD.
The Indian woman stood.
“Fry bread? Very good.”
There was a pyramid of juice
containers and bottled water in a Styrofoam container
on the floor, ice cubes puddling around them.
“Just a water and an orange
juice, please.” Hannah opened her wallet.
“Can make with saguaro jam.
Or like taco. Very good.”
“The drinks will be fine.”
The woman shrugged as if to
say it was Hannah’s loss for passing on the fry bread,
and took the bills.
“Keep the change,” Hannah said.
The woman shrugged again. “No
coins.”
Carrying the water and juice,
Hannah walked over to the portable toilet’s door and
rapped on it.
“Shelby, you okay?”
“Go away,” came the muffled
reply, followed by a retching sound.
Shelby was barely a month out
of rehab. Hannah knew post-discharge therapy often included
a drug that would induce nausea if alcohol was ingested.
Had Shelby relapsed? Hannah raised her hand to knock
again, then paused.
Not that it’s any of your
business. Shelby’s words echoed in her head. Although
things between them were better, they were still far
from great. Hannah didn’t know her sister’s favorite
color, what movies made her cry—if any even did. How
could she ask Shelby if she were drinking again?
Hannah turned away from the
toilet door. She spotted another sign propped against
a boulder. WATCH OUT FOR RATTLESNAKES. Doubting this
one was a joke, she kept her ear tuned for the telltale
buzz as she walked toward the far end of the turnout.
It was one of those perfect
November mornings, the kind that could almost made her
forget the summer and its sledgehammer heat. Horsetails
of clouds trailed across nearby peaks, and the air was
laden with the soapy pungence of creosote. A hummingbird
cased her orange shirt, rejected it, and retired to
a nearby bush.
A low wooden guard rail, more
decorative than functional, rimmed the gravel parking
area. On its other side, the ground dropped abruptly
away. Hannah walked to the rail and looked over. Sixty
feet below, Lake Lagunita lapped at the cliff base.
A band of white mineral-stained rock separated the green
of the lake from the red canyon walls. There was something
surreal about the huge quantity of water and a nearly-fifty-mile
coastline in the middle of the parched landscape. The
water was relaxed and clear, and Hannah could see the
contours of the canyon that had been drowned when the
river collected behind Diablo Dam. The gray boulders
strewn across the bottom looked like sleeping turtles.
An engine growl broke the quiet,
and Hannah glanced over her shoulder. The white SUV
came into view again. It passed her and turned in to
the graveled area, stopping on the other side of the
fry bread stand next to the Subaru.
The blond driver got out and
walked to a mass of brittlebush next to the drop-off.
Squinting into the sun, Hannah made out a descanso
tucked among gray-green leaves. The roadside memorials
to accident victims dotted the Southwest’s highways,
reminders that mass times velocity squared often had
a horrible outcome.
Hannah watched the woman take
a square of blue from her purse and place it under a
rock next to the shrine. She stood for a moment with
her head bowed, then got back into the SUV. The heavy
vehicle lumbered back onto the pavement toward town.
The door to the portable toilet
was still closed. Hannah debated knocking again, but
instead walked over to the descanso.
A bunch of poppies was propped
against the base of the white cross. Heads heavy in
the heat, the flowers looked as if they were panting.
Next to them was a blue envelope, Garth written
on the front in the same script as the Garth Weller
that had been hand-lettered on the wooden crosspiece.
Curiosity tugged at Hannah, but she left the envelope
where it was.
“Howdy, Hannah!” boomed a male
voice.
She turned to see the cyclists
they had passed on the road bumping over the gravel
toward her. The two men braked to a stop, unclipped
their pedals, and took off their helmets.
“Hi, Jerry Dan,” Hannah said,
recognizing the generous grin and just-woke-up hair.
Jerry Dan’s grin widened. “I
thought that was your green Subaru.”
He laid his bike on the gravel,
careful not to scratch the titanium tubing. Hannah’s
gaze roved over the aerodynamic arcs and top-of-the-line
components, then cut to the Port-A-Potty. She was relieved
to see that the door was still closed.
Jerry Dan Kovacs was a trial
lawyer with another firm in town. Hannah had met him
three months ago, when he bought her mountain bike through
an online auction—the same bike Shelby had given her
a scant two weeks earlier. The gift was a replacement
for the bike Hannah had lost as a result of last summer’s
events. But Hannah was done with mountain-biking, the
sport too grim a reminder of those terrible days. Unable
to bear having the bike around, she had sold it—without
telling Shelby.
“What are you doing way out
here?” Hannah asked.
“Training for the State Orienteering
Championships.” Jerry Dan indicated his companion. “Dr.
Glouster’s a prof at ASU and the course designer. The
race is going to be on the rez this year.”
The other man nodded a greeting.
“Ed Glouster.”
“Hi,” Hannah said. “So what’s
orienting?”
“Orienteering,” Jerry Dan said,
emphasizing the ee sound. “You use a compass
and a topo map to navigate through a series of control
points, usually on bike or foot, sometimes skis. The
person with the fastest time wins.”
“Sounds like an ordinary race
to me,” Hannah said.
“Not exactly. The course is
kept secret until the day of the race, and has a staggered
start, so there’s no following other competitors. You
choose your route based on the map, and the best way
isn’t always the shortest distance between two control
points. So not only do you have to be fast, you have
to be able to navigate, too. Gives a sports klutz like
me a chance. Plus now I’m riding a hot bike, thanks
to you.” He patted the top tube affectionately. “Me
and Silver are going for the win.”
“Silver? Not Trigger?”
As Hannah had learned the day
he picked up the bike, Jerry Dan was a fan of all things
cowboy. Roy Rogers was a particular favorite—she recalled
something about a petition for an honorary Oscar. The
Lone Ranger had merited only a passing mention.
Jerry Dan looked pained. “Trigger
was a palomino.” At Hannah’s puzzled expression, he
added, “A gold-colored horse.”
Hannah glanced at the bike’s
titanium frame, gleaming white in the flat light.
“Hi ho,” she said, stifling
a smile.
A door banged, loud in the still
air. Hannah jerked her head to see Shelby standing in
front of the blue cubicle.
“Gotta go,” she said. “Nice
to meet you, Dr. Glouster. Good luck at the race, Jerry
Dan.”
Hannah hurried over the gravel
toward the fry bread stand, wishing she had donated
her bike to charity. Shelby stood in the meager shade
of the latillos. Hannah held up the water bottle
and juice carton.
“Orange or not orange?”
Shelby chose the water. Lifting
up her pale hair, she pressed the bottle against her
neck with an unconscious grace that Hannah no longer
envied, then nodded toward Glouster and Jerry Dan. The
two men were looking at the descanso, their bikes
still on the ground beside them.
“Who are they?”
“Those cyclists we passed on
the road.” Hannah popped the tab on the juice container
and gulped down the pulpy liquid. Winter in Arizona
was like summer everywhere else—temperatures in the
seventies. And being near the lake always seemed to
make her thirstier. She finished off the juice, tossed
the empty container into a rusty drum next to the counter,
then burped. Catching Shelby’s frown of disapproval,
she made herself burp again.
Her sister sighed. “Can we get
going? Some of us have other things to do.”
Sweat shone on Shelby’s ivory
skin, and Hannah noticed that her sister’s hand shook
slightly as she sipped from the bottle of water. Did
Shelby’s other things to do include getting a
drink? Worried, Hannah thumbed the remote.
Shelby opened the door on the
passenger side and sat down. “Do you think we’re not
close because we didn’t have a mother?”
Hannah put a hand on the door
frame to steady herself. She and Shelby didn’t have
these type of conversations. In fact, until her sister’s
stint in rehab, they hadn’t talked much at all.
The automatic response—Of
course we’re close—pushed against her teeth. But
seeing Shelby’s expression, Hannah bit back the denial
and opted for the partial truth instead.
“I don’t know. Probably didn’t
help that I wasn’t around much.”
From fourth grade on, Hannah
had attended boarding school back East, going on to
the Ivy League and law school. After graduation three
years ago, she had come to Arizona and joined the family
firm. But until recently, she might as well have stayed
away for all the warmth shown her by Richard and Shelby.
Their aloofness had stung. And despite Hannah’s newfound
understanding of family history, it still did.
“But now you’re staying? At
the firm, I mean.” Shelby dropped her eyes and fiddled
with the camcorder.
Something twisted inside Hannah.
Until you find out my secrets and want me to leave.
“I’ll be around,” she said.
Insects hummed around them,
their buzz gradually drowned out by the sound of an
approaching vehicle. The now-familiar white SUV hove
into view, moving fast.
The big truck veered into the
parking lot. Fishtailing on the gravel, it barreled
toward the Subaru. The same woman was at the wheel,
shoulders hunched, hooded eyes staring straight ahead.
She’s going to hit us.
Instinctively, Hannah grabbed Shelby’s arm and yanked
her sister from the car.
“Hey!” Shelby exclaimed as she
went sprawling.
The SUV banged into the Subaru’s
bumper, splintering the plastic taillight cover and
denting the metal. Unhindered by a parking brake, Hannah’s
car began to roll forward. The SUV, now heading for
Jerry Dan and Ed, didn’t slow.
“Jerry Dan! Look out!” Hannah
yelled.
The two men scattered while
the SUV stayed its course. Just missing the bicycles,
the big vehicle plowed over the descanso and
into the stand of brittle brush. Branches scraped against
its door panels and snagged on its side mirrors as the
SUV cleared the chaparral and crashed through the guardrail.
“Oh my God,” Shelby whispered.
Hannah watched, slack-jawed,
as the SUV ran out of ground. The vehicle plunged over
the cliff edge, trailing wisps of brittle brush. Seconds
later, a belly-flopping splash careened off the
canyon walls.
“Hannah! Your car!” Jerry Dan
shouted.
The Subaru, helped by momentum
from the slight downhill, was still rolling. Hannah
broke into a run. If she could just get to the still-open
door, jump in, and pull the emergency brake . . .
The Subaru was twenty feet from
the edge of the cliff. Hannah ran faster. She had pulled
even with the rear window when her foot slipped on the
gravel. The car kept going as she fell to her knees.
“No!” she cried as the front
bumper hit the guard rail. The flimsy wood gave way.
The Subaru teetered on the edge
for a moment before succumbing to gravity. With a sickening
scrape of its undercarriage against the rock, it slid
out of sight.
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